1. It’s been 17 months since we’ve talked normally, 17 months that I’ve thought about you everyday, 17 months that hate myself for ruining love for the both of us. I didn’t want to keep you guessing or hoping so I left and as much as it hurts I never deserved you and never will. I took a much different course through life that I didn’t expect but eventually I have to own it and stop being so shitty to people for my screw up. I wonder how you’re doing everyday, I think about the week we had and it’s the place in time and space I left my soul. I’m pretty sure I’ll feel empty for the rest of my days but hopefully I don’t pass that on to my children. I want closure and to feel whole but that will never happen I just wish that you will have it and I don’t mind carrying this burden for the both of us, I deserve it. I’m a messed up person and someone that would have held you back I believe you’re better off without me. I hope you don’t write about me anymore as beautiful as it is I’m not worthy of being kept alive like that. Maybe years from now I’ll stop being a coward and contact you and let you know the course my life took but for now you’re still in my thoughts and I hurt everyday more and more. I’m sorry I was a disappointment and I let you down but sorry only goes so far. I feel like hurting myself or having you punish me but it’s never going to right any wrong done, the fact that I’ll never be able to right anything fills me with dread and misery. You you you; my ultimate goal that will never be reached. I love you so damn much still and wish I could let you know. If death is the only way to see you again then I’ll be waiting for this life to finish up.

     

  2. "One day, whether you
    are 14,
    28 
    or 65

    you will stumble upon
    someone who will start
    a fire in you that cannot die.

    However, the saddest,
    most awful truth
    you will ever come to find––

    is they are not always
    with whom we spend our lives."
    — Beau Taplin, "The Awful Truth" (via sassyfag)

    (Source: afadthatlastsforever, via tarawrr)

     

  3. hisporcupine:

    I have 2 moods. 

    1. I’m too high for this shit.

    2. I’m not high enough for this shit.

    (via g5e6o2)

     
  4. Same ol dirty habit

     

    1. High., If you smoke weed, reblog this and i will check out your blog.
     
  5. unexplained-events:

    priestofshrek:

    unexplained-events:

    Softbank unveils Pepper, the human-like robot.

    Pepper can read human emotion. Softbank says that people can communicate with Pepper, like they would with any friend or family member. It will go on sale next year (under $2000) and is said to be of great help to elders as well as people in need of companionship.

    looks like a good fuck

    Please don’t fuck Pepper. Pepper is not emotionally ready for this

     
  6. Snowflake vodka from Tahoe.

     
  7. godshideouscreation:

    godshideouscreation:

    godshideouscreation:

    check out my shop online

    click to see what i have listed ;)

    if you love me at least reblog this <3

    i just put new keychains up, i’ll also be adding necklaces like right now so yeah

    (via godshideouscreation)

     
  8. Got my hemp wick thank you WPD

     
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